There are a few versus in the Bible that I would rather not read or hear, and John 16:33 "I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world," happens to be one of them.
Although God clearly states He is greater than any problem, situation or concern we will ever face, the fact that we have to face them at all is a bummer. However, I have learned that those unpleasant, difficult, painful, discouraging, draining, engulfing, burdening trials are the footings necessary to the solid construction of our faith foundation.
How else would we know that God is true to His Word? How else could we be of help and support and encouragement to others going through the same situation? I am amazed that He loves and believes in us so much that He actually allows us to go through "boot camp" so that we may gain the skills and knowledge necessary to be effective soldiers for His kingdom.
I know I don't like going through the valleys of life, but if I've learned anything from those experiences is that when I reach the mountain top the view is that much more awesome and rewarding.
Pressing on,
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
And The Winner Is...
"I can't believe it, I won, I'm going to the 2009 She Speaks Conference in North Carolina. Woohoo!!!!"
"Honey, honey, wake up," my husband says as he gently nudges me awake from my nap. Slightly embarrassed, I ask, "Did it happen again?" With a little smirk and tender eyes he lovingly answers, "Yes." The past few days since I've learned of the She Speaks Scholarship Contest at Lysa TerKeurst's Blog, I've had the same delicious dream of winning this wonderful opportunity.
How do I explain to my husband what it would mean to me to attend this event. To meet and share with other women who have the same passion and desire to use the gifts and talents that God has placed in them to minister and do works for His Kingdom. To hear testimonies and learn from women whom God has already directed and guided through the paths that some of us only dream of.
The She Speaks Conference brings women from every walk of life and age group who possess a desire to use the gifts of writing, speaking, teaching and sharing to touch the lives and minister to the hearts of other women. It provides workshops, encouragement, networking, fellowship and unity to inspire and equip women from dream to reality.
The first time I heard of the She Speaks Conference was last October and I made a decision to make attending the 2009 conference my goal. Unfortunately, we were not immune to the economic crisis and our business (and financial support) suffered considerably. But learning of the She Speaks Scholarship Contest sparked new hope that my chance to attend this year was not lost.
I have always loved to write and within the past couple of years that love has birthed a desire to use my writing as a ministry. I realize I have a lot to learn and God is working in me to develop character and qualities to be an effective disciple of His love. I started this blog as a training ground and a way to step out of my comfort zone and by faith into the path I believe He is setting before me. I feel spending 3 days around other women and gleaning from their experiences and knowledge would not only help encourage but empower me to continue on this path even when it seems unattainable. I hold on to Philippians 4:13, "I can do everything through Him you gives me strength."
So for every woman with a dream, a passion, a vision I say, step forward look ahead and don't ever give up. I know that even if I don't win the scholarship for this upcoming conference, I will look forward to She Speaks 2010 and press on.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
A New Day
As I thought about my post today, I asked myself, "What is living beyond ordinary?"
Living beyond ordinary is seeing every day as an opportunity. Lately, all we have been bombarded with is negativity: the economy, the wars in Iraq and Afgahnistan, the housing crisis, etc. Even in the face of all those difficulties, the United States of America is still the most powerful, humanitarian, opportunity rich nation in the world.
It's time we stop looking at our limitations and not allow the dark "gloom and doom" image portrayed by the media at large to dictate our security. Yes, times are challenging but not impossible. Will it be easy? Heck no, but the struggles we overcome will make us that much more stronger and less fearful.
I say let's hold our heads up, roll up our sleeves and not wait around for a hand-out or someone to fix our situations.
Ordinary is blaming someone else for our personal struggles whether financial, physical, spiritual or otherwise; living beyond ordinary is accepting our situation, taking ownership and doing what we need to do to overcome it.
This is a new day, my new day to reach out to someone, feel the sun on my face, accomplish a goal, overcome a challenge, thank God for His mercy and love, and live beyond ordinary.
Living beyond ordinary is seeing every day as an opportunity. Lately, all we have been bombarded with is negativity: the economy, the wars in Iraq and Afgahnistan, the housing crisis, etc. Even in the face of all those difficulties, the United States of America is still the most powerful, humanitarian, opportunity rich nation in the world.
It's time we stop looking at our limitations and not allow the dark "gloom and doom" image portrayed by the media at large to dictate our security. Yes, times are challenging but not impossible. Will it be easy? Heck no, but the struggles we overcome will make us that much more stronger and less fearful.
I say let's hold our heads up, roll up our sleeves and not wait around for a hand-out or someone to fix our situations.
Ordinary is blaming someone else for our personal struggles whether financial, physical, spiritual or otherwise; living beyond ordinary is accepting our situation, taking ownership and doing what we need to do to overcome it.
This is a new day, my new day to reach out to someone, feel the sun on my face, accomplish a goal, overcome a challenge, thank God for His mercy and love, and live beyond ordinary.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
I'm Back
Shame on me, it's been over a month since I've posted, I've definitely got to work on being more consistent with my posts.
However, a lot has happened since, I decided to started a transcription business and launched my new website Seasoned Transcription, yea!!! I started putting myself out there the early part of February, through a transcription forum and was hired for several jobs and eventually by a company on a contract basis. I've still got a ways to go, but the fact that I was able to find work, is a confident boost and validates my abilities to go out and do this.
I even posted an ad on Craigslist.org and was contacted to do transcription for a local city college. Although it was only one job, again it validated my efforts. I don't know where this will go, my original goal was to some earn money working from home utilizing the skills I posses, but now I'm considering taking a Desktop Publishing coarse and refreshing my bookkeeping skills to offer those services as well.
Just putting one foot in front of the other for now.
However, a lot has happened since, I decided to started a transcription business and launched my new website Seasoned Transcription, yea!!! I started putting myself out there the early part of February, through a transcription forum and was hired for several jobs and eventually by a company on a contract basis. I've still got a ways to go, but the fact that I was able to find work, is a confident boost and validates my abilities to go out and do this.
I even posted an ad on Craigslist.org and was contacted to do transcription for a local city college. Although it was only one job, again it validated my efforts. I don't know where this will go, my original goal was to some earn money working from home utilizing the skills I posses, but now I'm considering taking a Desktop Publishing coarse and refreshing my bookkeeping skills to offer those services as well.
Just putting one foot in front of the other for now.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
My Mountain To Climb
So I had a session with my coach yesterday, and boy let me tell you, where I thought I was making progress, I was sent back to where I was when we first started working together. God bless Alyssa, her patience will be rewarded!!!! I realize that the "people pleasing...being perfect...doing the right thing" part of my personality controls a lot of what I do. Thank you Alyssa for helping me to understand that.
I was reading over some old journals this morning and I came across something I wrote over 15 years ago. It was a period in my life when I didn't know if my dream and goals would ever come to pass...kind like where I am today. Here it is...
"For sometime I walked the valley, content, yet searching. I knew somehow, someday my search would end, not by my own hand, buy by Him who leads me. On the horizon I saw a mountain, unsure if I wanted to take on the climb I stood at it's foot looking at the steep and narrow path. Compelled by faith and obedience I began to climb. I slipped at times and even fell at times, but I picked myself up and pressed on. My natural desire was to stop, quit, go back down the mountain. A constant yet soft and gently voice continually urged "have faith, continue, trust in Me for - ""For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you, not to harm you"" (Jeremiah 29:11). Holding on to His promise I surrendered over to Him completely, my climb was not my own. Weary, tired and a little discouraged I reached the top, only to find I must now go down the other side. Though the path before me was now wide, as though it had been traveled many times over, it was still very steep. Fear began to grip my heart. Could I walk this road without falling, without stumbling? Again, I was unsure. Down I went, slowly at first. I began to feel my pace quicken as I continued my descent. I could feel myself losing my balance as I tried to keep my eyes on my feet and the path before me. Suddenly I realized I must not look down but up. As I began to raise my eyes and not dwell on the path before me a song began to swell in my spirit. Rejoicing I lifted my hands and giving glory to God Almighty, with all of my heart, my soul, my mind, and my body I no longer worried about falling or stumbling; as long as I kept my focus on Him! Filled with the spirit of God and surrounded in His awesome glory and grace I could see what my entire journey was leading towards. Though my travel has been long and difficult, my reward at the end is worth it all. I've realized I'm still on the wide and steep path; however, my eyes are on my Lord and I know what I am walking towards. Yes there are times when I still lose my balance and begin to feel awkward, but at those times I remind myself of my focal point. My God is faithful, as I surrender and allow Him to guide, lead, and rule my life, He will do for my good all He has planned to.
I was reading over some old journals this morning and I came across something I wrote over 15 years ago. It was a period in my life when I didn't know if my dream and goals would ever come to pass...kind like where I am today. Here it is...
"For sometime I walked the valley, content, yet searching. I knew somehow, someday my search would end, not by my own hand, buy by Him who leads me. On the horizon I saw a mountain, unsure if I wanted to take on the climb I stood at it's foot looking at the steep and narrow path. Compelled by faith and obedience I began to climb. I slipped at times and even fell at times, but I picked myself up and pressed on. My natural desire was to stop, quit, go back down the mountain. A constant yet soft and gently voice continually urged "have faith, continue, trust in Me for - ""For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you, not to harm you"" (Jeremiah 29:11). Holding on to His promise I surrendered over to Him completely, my climb was not my own. Weary, tired and a little discouraged I reached the top, only to find I must now go down the other side. Though the path before me was now wide, as though it had been traveled many times over, it was still very steep. Fear began to grip my heart. Could I walk this road without falling, without stumbling? Again, I was unsure. Down I went, slowly at first. I began to feel my pace quicken as I continued my descent. I could feel myself losing my balance as I tried to keep my eyes on my feet and the path before me. Suddenly I realized I must not look down but up. As I began to raise my eyes and not dwell on the path before me a song began to swell in my spirit. Rejoicing I lifted my hands and giving glory to God Almighty, with all of my heart, my soul, my mind, and my body I no longer worried about falling or stumbling; as long as I kept my focus on Him! Filled with the spirit of God and surrounded in His awesome glory and grace I could see what my entire journey was leading towards. Though my travel has been long and difficult, my reward at the end is worth it all. I've realized I'm still on the wide and steep path; however, my eyes are on my Lord and I know what I am walking towards. Yes there are times when I still lose my balance and begin to feel awkward, but at those times I remind myself of my focal point. My God is faithful, as I surrender and allow Him to guide, lead, and rule my life, He will do for my good all He has planned to.
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